High Society - Chapter 34-

As a victim of SA myself I’d be too emotional to leave the room for a while if I was her. And if that is truly an initiation then I’d just excuse myself and hope they’d understand (and to a fake extent it seems like they would). I can’t imagine that situation as your first SA.

If anyone has gone through that as Adele did please know you’re not to blame. It want your fault nor was it your intention. THEY are the ones to blame, not you. It will take time to heal but you will heal. You won’t forget, nor should you forgive. You need to let it be after talking to a professional; don’t let it take/consume your life, that’s what they want. Overcome it in your own way and thatll be a step to obtaining the karma you deserve for being out through that by the universe.