Summary
To You Who Desire My Despair
An orphan Anastasia, despite being of noble birth, was unable to afford to eat because of debts left behind by her parents. One day, her uncle, the Earl of Everdeen, proposes that she marry Theodore, a rival duke, in exchange for repayment of her debts, and Anastasia is sent to live with him. However, what awaits her is a life of ridicule, not only from Theodore but also from the maids. She is served with a messed-up dress and rotten food, and eventually, Theodore tells her, “It’s a good thing your parents are dead.” Anastasia is lonely and in despair, but one day she meets a man at a ball, and her destiny is changed forever.
SnowGoddess
It’s not my cup of tea, the ML abuses her and sends her lover to war then the Author tries to make the lover into a bad person after his death so that we have no choice but to accept an abuser as a ML. Fl is badass and deserves love but yeah dropped because it’s hard to support the ML when he did what he did in the beginning. If this is your cup of tea, give it a chance. I think the art is lovely
badwolf
from what i heard in the novel she gets revenge on the male lead. there is no happy ending in this manhwa so it may still be worth it for you to read imo.
TTBear
Not my type of manga. Everything just mess up, even both ml and fl. I don’t care who’s wrong here because both mess up in their own ways.
You can try to read it and see if you like it because everyone have different taste.
CecaniahCorabelle
Thanks for the info
LunaNan
thank you for your comment. it’s not my type as well.
THE MAGE
Straight up abusive romance wait not even normal romance this is just a messed up story ! Y’all could try if you want but not my cup of tea bc I’ve been spoiled after all those loving ml as in “ill hang on” and “ebony” and “the eternal lies” truly the ml are gentleman’s ❤
AiriDeviant2
The description for this should have started like this, The man she is set to marry hate her for her name. Used by her family, and the emperor, and abused by her fiance. Through it all she was able to find love with another. Now her trash of a fiance notices her because someone else saw value in her. Betrayed, hatred, lies, follow our Female Lead and how she overcomes them all.
Faby12
Now its getting interesting
bela
as long as she gets her revenge im good. he doesn’t deserve a redemption arc, he was one of the catalysts that made her become that way so i don’t really feel bad for him.
Serpentina
Still can’t accept the fact that Sergey is 💀
MangoTea
Really depressing story if I’m being honest, but I started reading and now I’m curious how it ends so I can’t stop. I’m just hurting myself, it’s so depressing lol , not even the usual manga bully or tear-jerker plots, just depressing. I know, I’m really helping sell it, aren’t I? lol but if you’re into revenge plots with no (at least so far) ML or love life, just pure revenge, then this is for you! Otherwise, run away, don’t even start where you get stuck reading it like me!
Clarifun
ML is a scumbag through and through bruh
wilx90
i wish they can change the tag from romance to psychological thriller and dark depressing theme to give the readers the right idea
If there’s a lesson that i get from this story so far is that how toxic and wasteful it is to hate on the people in front of you simply based on the animosity of your past generations towards you. See the people for who they and be nice to them if are nice to you. Unwarranted hate harms both sides in the end. Thats probably the base but the plot is so much more messed up (like any psychological stories…hah)
Des032489
Well actually I love it.. it’s not your typical manhwa.. God! there’s a lot of time that this made me cry and dark..
pegasusAureliaBoris
Wtf Y EVIL HUSBAND is the ML
I BET Author is LUNATIC SADISTIC TWISTED
how can they even make dis into Manga
MY EYES & BRAIN IS HURTING AFTER reading this , i want my reading time back 😫
ABSOLUTE WASTE OF TIME